I hope y’all have noticed that this site has been quite dormant lately.,.
I know, I know… It makes me sad too. BUT, instead of starting it back up, I decided to go one better!
Yep. Everything here has been migrated to a NEW site where I have control. It is self-hosted, so I get to control everything about it. EVERYTHING.
It has been on my “bucket list” for quite some time — & I finally did it!!
If you are subscribed for updates HERE, it will NOT transfer to the new site. So, please take a hot second to click to Confidence & Chaos to peruse a bit of new — & be sure to find that sign-up form to stay up-to-date on all that’s new!
So, GOODBYE… BUT, I will see you in the NEW space! ❤
I almost wasn’t going to make this an actual blog post, because I wasn’t sure where this would go… But, frankly, this isn’t like other blogs & this crap has been hanging out in my chaotic, crazy brain for far too long. Maybe vomiting it out into my corner of the Web will help me make some sense of it or give me an epiphany or confirm my fears or SOMETHING …
I have been going to bed most nights lately with tears in my eyes. It is all I can do to keep the tears streaming down my face from turning into full-on SOBS.
I am one of the worst culprits at procrastination.
I know what you’re thinking: If I am a horrible procrastinator, what can I possibly share about STOPPING the procrastination?
I feel you. BUT, hear me out.
I know all the ways that suck me in & make procrastination feel like it is inevitable. I succumb to the comfy couch or the thrilling TV series that I am binge-watching, now into the fifth season (it’s “Arrow” right now, if you must know!). In a way, I am procrastinating NOW by writing this post. (Yet, I have procrastinated in writing here for a LONG time, so maybe I am not? LOL.)
So, it stands to reason, if I know what sucks me INTO procrastination, I ALSO know ways to avoid it. All that it takes is some perseverance & intention to actually STOP procrastination. This list is as much for me as it is for you — & that is okay.
I have been mulling it over… What ONE word encompasses my aspirations for the new year? “Conquer.” “Dominate.” “YES.” “Empower.” “Balance.” “Compassion.” All good words… But none QUITE cover everything I need while still giving me room to grow as I want…
Then, the handsome husband said it. Such perfection (but I don’t know if I should tell *him* that!). It covers EVERYTHING I need it to cover — AND it lends a sense of irony since we are LEAVING Arizona to move to Washington State! Lolol.
I think my word will be “phoenix.” I am starting new in SO many things… It is exciting! I get to choose which parts to reinvent & which parts need extra attention… Which I am already good at & which I need to move further out of my comfort zone… School, home, my business… EVERYTHING.
Too cliché?? Be honest.
It’s been a while… I feel like I never have time.. But, really, it is that I set my expectations for each post higher than it needs to be… I’ll be honest: I write with an audience in mind, sure… My audience is mostly friends & family who like to get updates, with some blogging friends I have made along the way… & there’s an intended audience of those random people out there who just happen to go through similar things as me, who I hope to give hope or insight or just let them know they’re not alone… But, in the end, I write for ME. I write because I feel better when I do… & because it is fun… & because I enjoy the connection & the release… It helps me calm the chaos of my mind. (Thankful #1)
So, with all of that said, I figured I’d sit & write whatever flows out of my head today… & why not make it part of two of my favorite blog hops: Ten Things of Thankful & Finish the Sentence Friday? 😉 I have much for which to be thankful, after all, & all of these things have a ripple effect, flowing into other parts of my life & affecting those I love.
I finished last semester of college with an okay GPA, but I failed one of my four classes. That hit me pretty hard, considering the 4.0 overall GPA I had prior to that… BUT, I have come to terms with it… (Thankful #2) Frankly, I am still damn proud. I managed to pass three classes, maintain an overall honor student status, AND I had a beautiful baby girl during that semester! (Thankful #3) I’d say I am doing okay.